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Paul's Conversion Experience Acts 9
’s major themes are contained in seed form in his conversion experience, of which there are three descriptions in Acts written by Luke (chapters 9, 22, and 26). Paul’s own account is in the first chapter of Galatians: “The Gospel which I preach . . . came through the revelation of Jesus Christ” (1:11-12). Paul never doubts this revelation. The Christ that he met was not the Christ in the flesh (Jesus); it was the Risen Christ, the Christ who is available to us now as Spirit, as “an energy field” that we eventually called the Mystical Body of Christ, the Cosmic or Universal Ch
Paul
continues, describing his
pre-conversion life as Saul, who persecuted and even tried to destroy
the young Jewish Christian movement, which was labeled or called “The Way”: “I was more
exceedingly zealous for the traditions of my fathers than anybody else”
(Galatians 1:13-14). A Pharisee by training, Saul had achieved some
status in the Sanhedrin, the governmental board of Judea during the
Roman occupation. He was delegated by the Temple police to go out and
squelch this new sect of Judaism. At this point, Saul is a black and
white thinker, dividing the world into Jewish good guys and upstart
Christian bad guys.
“Suddenly,
while traveling to Damascus, just before he reached the city, there
came a light from heaven all around him. He fell to the ground, and he
heard a voice saying, ‘Saul,
Saul, why are you persecuting me?’ He asked, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ The
voice answered, ‘I am Jesus and you are persecuting
me’” (Acts 9:3-5). This choice of words is significant. Paul
must have pondered: “Why does he say ‘me’ when I’m persecuting these
people?” He comes to the insight that there is a complete, almost
organic union between Christ and those who love God. The voice tells
Saul to go into the city and do what he’s told, but though his eyes were
wide open, Saul could see nothing and had to be led by the hand. For
the next three days he was blind and fasted (see Acts 9:6-9).
Paul
realizes on the Damascus Road or shortly thereafter that, in the name
of religion, he had become a murderer. In the name of love he had become
hate. Paul becomes an image for all generations of religion, showing
that religion can be the best thing
in the world, or it can be the worst thing. That which makes us holy
can also make us evil. If the ego uses any notion of religion to “wrap
God around itself” it will be the source of the ultimate idolatry: God
serving us instead of us serving God. That is why, for the rest of his
life, Paul is obsessed with transforming people into love and forming
loving communities. He is forever the critic of immature, self-serving
religion, and the pioneer of mature and truly life-changing new movement labeled by the later Church as Christianity. Jesus you see was not a Christian, He was Jewish and followed the Jewish traditions. There are no accounts within the New Testament where he indicated an attempt to establish a new religion. During his short life span and for some 50 to 80 years after his resurrection, His followers were known as people of "The Way".
Here is the most important nugget for all who have the ears to hear. God continued to love and chose Paul no matter what his past contained {persecutor, murder} to establish a transformative new movement, please do not count yourself out. God loves you no matter what you have or have not done. Today is a new day, its your day.
Here is the most important nugget for all who have the ears to hear. God continued to love and chose Paul no matter what his past contained {persecutor, murder} to establish a transformative new movement, please do not count yourself out. God loves you no matter what you have or have not done. Today is a new day, its your day.