Christ's
first appearance after the resurrection is to a small group of the disciples just as the
angle had predicted but Thomas is not there. On his second
appearance in the upper room, the doubter is there. Thomas finally
has his eyes opened to the fact that Jesus has accomplished the final
act of his mission on earth. Jesus himself seals this fact with these three words just before his death, It Is Finished. The resurrected
Christ then appears to two more of the disciples on the road to
Emanues. They do not recognize who this person is until he brakes
bread with them in their home, it is then that they feel the presence of Jesus'
divine spirit being with them. As strangely as he appeared on the
road that day, Christ then seemingly vanishes from their sight.
But, they remember when their hearts burned with passion and their
spirits were lifted as He walked and talked with them on the road
that day.
In
the reading from Act 2 today, we find all the believers gathered
together in one place. Suddenly a great wind fills the house, and
tongues of fire appear above the head of and every person assembled.
The promised gift has arrived and everyone there is filled with the
Holy Spirit. They can see and feel that something amazing is
happening to them, but onlookers accuse them of being drunk. In
today's reading, Peter stands up and speaks into the excitement and
confusion of that moment. He proclaims the core of our faith, as
followers of Christ, saying that Jesus crucified, is in fact, the
risen Christ, the Messiah, the annotated one. Christ is the
entity that was with God from very the beginning of creation itself.
I want you to read it for yourselves, it is in the very first chapter
of Genesis, you will find it in verse 26. The Gospel of John
confirms this truth for us in his fist chapter starting at verses 1
we read: In
the beginning was the word and the word was with God and was the same
as God. Through
him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been
made.
In
him was life,and that life was the light of all mankind and
The
Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us.
Peter
in Acts 2 today highlights for us some of the reasons for Jesus'
crucifixion. Jesus is a disrupter. Especially to those who want to
maintain the status quo, to those who resist change he is a
troublemaker. He was a threat to people who were more interested in
personal power rather than in God’s kingdom and He was crucified
because of it, a threat to both Church and state. It can be very
easy for us to reflect upon those ancient rulers and their need for
power and how it led them to crucify Jesus, but shouldn't we as
Christians begin to examine our own reluctance to give ourselves over
to Christ. Our resistance to turn from our worldly ways and to
forgive those who have trespassed against us leads us to withhold
parts of our own lives from Christ? We must begin to realize this
truth. Whatever I withhold from Jesus, I also withhold from my
own Resurrection. Why would I say that? Because we know from
scripture that if I withhold forgiveness from anyone, even my worth
enemy, I will be withholding from myself. This is scriptural my
friends.
According
to Peter and the other Apostles, to accept Jesus crucified is to
welcome disruption in all parts of our lives, to let our own need for
control to be crucified with him, so that we can make room for the
gifts of the Holy Spirit and live as people who exhibit resurrection.
To accept Jesus crucified is to grapple with The Christ who was
crucified with Him, but it is the Christ who defeats death, only to
rises again, and sends the Holy Spirit to be with us. I say this
because I believe that Jesus' true divinity was not present in His
human form, but was within his resurrected spirit “The Christ”
as Paul and the Apostles now claim him to be. Lord help me not to
shy away from you. Show me how to die to anything that holds me back
from you and make real to me the resurrection that comes from giving
my life to you. Amen